| Tonight I went to a church called Christian Life Fellowship... A guy named Pastor Jamie Jones was leading praise and worship. there was no sermon or anything but the worship service was awesome. God really was there tonight you could feel him in the room, his presence in the room. When Pastor Jamie(Sister Wanda's son) prayed for me he told me afterward that he could sense a cloud of oppression over my head and that God has great things ahead for me. That God is calling me to something higher than I already am at. I really got breakthrough not just this morning, but tonight.
I don't know what that means. I don't know WHERE God is calling me to or WHAT he is calling me to... but I do know this, that I HAVE TO(Proverbs 3:5-6) trust in the Lord with all your(my) heart and lean not on your(my) own understandings, in all your(my) ways acknowledge him, and he will make your(my) paths straight(NIV).(Isaiah 26:4) Depend on God and keep at it because in the LORD GOD you have a sure thing.(the message)(NIV; Isaiah 26:4)Trust in the LORD forever, for the LORD, the LORD, is the Rock eternal
Be praying for me, the Devil has been pressuring me. he started in my head. I started sinning in my head, then I physically started sinning. I'm not going to lie. I have been dealing with guy issues lately my mind has been in the gutter, and I think the big reason is because I just want some love. the devil lye's to me and says how lonely I am and how much I need a man to fill this empty hole inside of me. But I know that, that is a bunch of stupid lies from the devil and that I have JESUS that loves me so much that he died for me, and I know he would die over and over again for me if he had to. Ijust praise God that I didn't even get near to going and having sex. If I kept up with it, I would have ended up there, but God saved me from that.
A lot of people who know me would say I wouldn't dare do a stupid thing like that,that I am miss perfect. But I'm not, I just want people to see that I am not perfect, that I make mistakes. I feel nobody really takes me seriously. But I do know GOD does.
what I wrote about my struggle, I hope that people struggling with what they go through can see that they are not the only ones who struggle with it. Some encouragement is to just stay with Jesus, when you get knocked down get back up on your feet praising God. don't let the devil control you. there is this verse in James 1:2 that says Consider it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kindsbecause you know that the testing of you faith develops perseverance. When your down get back up. This verse says HAVE JOY. All you have to do, is call on the name of Jesus and he will be there for you. He is always there for us, we don't always see or feel him, but HE IS ALWAYS THERE FOR US!
OKAY,I'm about to get off gotta get ready for bed, but hopefully I'm going to up date you about tomorrow night. I'm going tomorrow at 7:00 p.m. at Christian Life Fellowship in Newberry if anybody would like to go and is close enough, please come, it is an awesome opportunity to really get closer to God and to draw near to him.
God is good,
-Britt  |